what's wrong with this world? it's getting uglier as the day goes by.
the beautiful world that i used to be living in, dont seem to exist anymore.

i'm like practically cursing&swearing for the whole day today..
conclusion from lao pa was.. "after today, you no longer have any image infront of me"
haha and he got a rather cheeky answer back from me "did i ever have any image infront of you?" :P

lao pa came work late today but well, for a reason which is acceptable.
anyway, went break with him&sheryl. all my attitude surfaced infront of them.. i just dont seem to get it.. rumours, gossips and retards.

yada, first time.. i kept saying the f word infront of sheryl&lao pa.
den later.. even when they're smoking, i refused to go back to work. i jut sat there thinking..
and later, i'm placed to do teppan at night and andy was like saying me for no apparant reason.

i took ten slds out to teppan and den he refused to allow me to place those damn slds into the fridge.
den later started critsicising me. "if teppan is to jam today, you'll get it. i'll give you hell&scold you.. giving no face at all"
WTF. pls for goodness sake.. why scold me ONLY? tmd, why dont he blame himself or sth?
i got damn piss off and went to lao pa..

me: LAO PA!!!!!!!!
lao pa: what happen to you again?!
me: f... f... f.... f........ tmd, argh i had enough. teppan better dont jam tonight or i'll get hell.
lao pa: relac relac, you so on, teppan where got so easy jam one?

but i kept telling lao pa how piss i am with all the cursing. he understood how i feel la, or at least, he tried to.
it's not as if i'm acting like some immatures la.
later on, sore throat and fever came knocking on my door... =.="

i felt like a total slave the whole day, carrying all those tubs with ah hong's occasional help.
arghhhh damn sick of it. yada.... lao pa even told agnes mummy abt elaine swearing abt f... f.... f... the whole day and imitating me!! zZz so lame la.

i'm not feeling happy nowadays.
today when mummy said bye and touched my face, i've a rather bad feeling. whatever you call it. haiz..... too bad lao pa is not working tmr, my motivation is not gona be there tmr at all.
HAIZ, whatever.